ABDUCTED

19 Oct
October 19, 2013

He awoke like he always did, regardless of the season or hour: groggy and hung over – his stomach alternating between a sea-sick-like nausea and a ravenous hunger.

“Here,” said a disembodied voice on his right. A warm, wet face cloth hung in the air, as if by magic. Below the cloth, a breakfast tray was balanced with the morning paper, a small stack with a mound of home fries, bacon, eggs and coffee. The faces that spoke to him were always hidden behind desk lamps – ostensibly, he thought,  to hide their true identity.

He eyed the food warily, captive to both a growing hunger and a hatred for his captors.“He upset the food tray and threw the wash rag on the floor. “No “Stockholm Syndrome” today, he shouted to the crew – all professionals, he assumed, given their self discipline and training.

No, this was not just another Mexico City taxi kidnapping he thought. By the looks of it, they must have abducted at least 50 men and women of every shape and color..

But he had a secret. A secret that would save his life. A secret so clever, it would even force his captors into the hands of local law enforcement.

The secret? He had contacted his son, Mark with the news of his horrendous experience, as well as his GPS coordinates. Dear God in Heaven – I’m finally going to be free again.

That evening, Mark and his wife showed up at the given coordinates precisely at 8:00pm.

Mark threw his arms around his father, but his father remained motionless. He looked into his son’s eyes . . .”Who are you?” he asked his son, but Mark had learned, that in the advanced stages of dementia, a good hug was something to be grateful for.

 

 

 

THE LUCIDITY FACTOR

05 Oct
October 5, 2013

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Last night, I joined eleven residents of my assisted living facility for a friendly game of poker. Well,  not “real” poker; there was no bidding, betting, bluffing or exchange of money.  In fact, the outcomes of the hands dealt were of little interest to the residents. People gathered in the Activity Room for poker because, for many  it’s the most opportune time of the day to enjoy the social intercourse of each other as a family. No, not a bloodline family — but in every sense of the word, still a real family. You see, when someone  moves into an institutional aging community, they automatically become a member of the family that is the community.

It’s (the nightly card game) also – for reasons unknown to me – a “safe” time to express emotions of affection and kindness. I’ll give you an example: like most assisted living communities, there is a growing percentage of residents who suffer from some measure of dementia. Our community is no different. In many communities, these residents would be quietly ostracized from group activities. But my community, Sacred Heart of Center Valley, Pennsylvania, seems to take a different approach. At the card game, for example, each resident with memory issues, is “adopted” by one or more residents who, during the game, help the resident with dementia make sense of the hand they were dealt. (pun intended)

This morning at roughly 7:20am, as I was writing this blog post, I decided to call one of the country’s most astute, insightful individuals on the subject of dementia, Jackie Pinkowitz. I asked her to comment on the state of dementia in the US. After a terse “Do you have any idea what time it is?” she offered the following . . .

“In 2001, the Institute of Medicine’s (IOM) report titled “Crossing the Quality Chasm” described our nation’s healthcare system as impersonal and fragmented. The report stated that a critical element needed in that redesign was a shift to a person-centered approach.

In the spring of 2012, CCAL convened a Thought Leaders’ Summit in Washington, DC with more than sixty national dementia experts from research, policy and practice to change the impersonal state of dementia care in our country to one that reflects humanistic principles and practices, encompassing all aspects of health and well-being. The resulting consensus white paper, published in January 2013 can be read at http://www.ccal.org/national-dementia-initiative/white-paper/

Now, CCAL, Eden Alternative, and Planetree have joined together as a leadership team to launch the Dementia Action Alliance, intended to coalesce and connect the voices of people living with dementia and their care partners and other advocates across the country with stakeholders across research, policy and practice to make person-centered care and services the standard for care in our country.

With untiring advocates like Martin Bayne, sending his insights and compassion and humanity out across this country in his writing and his speeches, we will build lasting bridges of commitment to person-centeredness across any and all chasms.”

Jackie Pinkowitz,M.Ed.
Chair, CCAL-Advancing Person-Centered Living

Vice-Chair, Center for Excellence in Assisted Living
Leadership Team – National Dementia Initiative
Instructor, Prof. Cont. Ed., Rutgers University School of Social Work, Gerontology Program
jpinkowitz@gmail.com
732-212-9036
www.ccal.org
www.theceal.org

Incremental Kindness

20 Sep
September 20, 2013

This is a recording of a keynote address that I gave to a group of nurses and administrators today, 9/20/13.

 

Aging & Dying

10 Sep
September 10, 2013

 

 

 

Greetings, Fellow Baby Boomer.

You and I have traveled halfway across the known Universe for the opportunity to experience this, the final season of our lives. No need to worry – we’re not alone. Seventy seven     million other Boomers are here to provide us with every  level of support imaginable. And should we deplete those resources, there are an additional six billion on call. The only          stipulation is we have to ask.

I want to also congratulate us on our impressive survival skills. Born between 1946-64 we’ve already survived:

The Bay of Pigs invasion, The Cold War, The Hungarian revolt, The Algerian War, The Arab-Israeli War, Zanzibar Rebellion, The Mau – Mau Uprising, The Ethiopian/Somali Border War, The Congolese Civil War, The Sudanese Civil War, The Angolan War of Independence,  The Cypriot War, The Palestinian/Lebanese Civil War,  The Argentina Revolt,  The Burmese Guerilla War, The French Indochina War,  The Vietnam War, The Korean  War, Hukbalkahap Rebellion, Indonesian Wars, Laotian Civil War,  Sino-Indian Border Dispute, Malay Jungle Wars, Achinese Rebellion, Desert Storm, Shock & Awe, Operation Enduring Freedom and Chicken Pox.

We’ve suffered through the assassinations of John and Bobby Kennedy, Martin Luther King, Jr., and Malcolm X. We even endured the pointless murder of John Lennon. Imagine.

We’ve also spent somewhere between 50-100,000 hours in front of a cathode ray tube, absorbing God-knows-how-much of the electromagnetic spectrum and, surprisingly, we can both still remember where we live and how to spell our names. Come to think of it, “when I think back on all the crap we learned in high school it’s a wonder we can think at all.”

But, come on . . . admit it, there were perks:  the music, oral contraceptives, Freedom-of-Information Act, Civil rights Act, Americans with Disability Act, and the end of military conscription to name a few.

Now there are  but two challenges remaining, two tiny speed bumps on the great road of life: aging and dying.

Unfortunately, there’s ​not much I can do about the second of these, so we’ll focus on the first.

I recently spent five weeks in a skilled nursing facility (nursing home). The administrators from the assisted living facility where I’ve been a resident for 3.5 years, arranged for the rehab with the idea that the muscles in my legs – after 15 years in a wheelchair – needed a tune-up.

They were right.

To date, I’ve had Parkinson’s for 19 years, about 15 of those in and out of a wheelchair. And here’s the problem . . . Our leg muscles atrophy if they’re not used on a regular basis. Once they’ve gone into a state of prolonged senescence, it’s a bugger to get them to work again. (Someone once said, “If I’d known I was going to live this long, I’d have taken better care of myself.”)

Well, long story short, my legs don’t work so well these days. As a matter of fact, they don’t work at all. Ergo my sabbatical at Lehigh Center in Mucangie, Pennsylvania.

I’d like to report to you that the rehab was successful and I’ve already signed up for two iron-man triathlons. I’d like is the operative term here. The truth is that my legs are unlikely to ever work at full capacity again, but even a small gain would make me happy.

Conclusion:

Using the last 100 years as our baseline, social demographers have a pretty good handle on the 77,000,000 of us that are moving like a massive glacier toward any and every thing in its path.

Yes, Baby, we’re the Boomers, rockin’ and rollin’ our way through Clintonian bubbles, the near collapse of the US banking system, the constant threat of nuclear conflagration, the Fall of the Wall in Berlin and a global safari for Alan “Al” Qaeda.

And we ain’t dyin’, not until we’re damn-well ready.

Peace, Martin Bayne

“It’s All About Living and Dying Well” An interview with Joy Loverde

30 Aug
August 30, 2013

 

tcepMB      We’ve known each other for more than 20 years and asked to describe you, the one word that comes to mind is “advocate,”  especially when related to eldercare. What’s the genesis of this advocacy?

JL        When I was only 14-years-old and in high school, I made a commitment to myself that I would visit a nursing home on Thanksgiving. I am still haunted by that experience. I think it’s fair to say that I knew that Thanksgiving what I wanted to do with my life.

MB      What did “wanted to do” look like to that young girl of 14?

JL      Influencing family members to start talking to each other about growing old and eventually facing death together.

MB    You must have been a big hit at parties.

JL      I’ve always been respectful of the difference between proselytising and advocacy.

MB    What was that Thanksgiving day like? In other words, what moved you to the degree it did?

JL      I can still smell the urine in the hallways that day, and see the terror and hopelessness in the eyes of the residents.

MB    That Thanksgiving day was roughly 50 years ago. Would you say your advocacy has been successful?

JL    If you mean, “Does the conversation about living and dying well continue?” the answer is yes, now more than ever.

MB  How would you define your role as an eldercare advocate?

JL     I help consumers, employers, and organizations sort fact from fiction, prioritize their issues and guide them to long-term care professionals, such as geriatricians and elder law attorneys, who can continue the conversation..

MB   How much does your award-winning book help in this process?

JL   The Complete Eldercare Planner, allows me to personalize the experience of an intimate conversation about life and death at the reader’s convenience.

MB  Is there a need to certify what you do professionally, which is to say, do you see a benefit to offering this process as a college-based curriculum?

JL   Who would take the course?

MB  I suppose those brave and compassionate souls that also spent their thanksgiving holiday in nursing homes.

JL    [laughs] We’re talking about a two or three-person class, but I imagine anything’s possible.

Life 101………….. Feb 20 1950 – August 22, 2013 (click on image)

22 Aug
August 22, 2013

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A QUESTION OF SELF-LOVE

12 Aug
August 12, 2013

 

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I had a discussion with two friends last night. Two of the most loving, kind and authentic human beings I’ve ever met. When I used the term “turning the stream of compassion within,” they both bristled.

 

Rather than skirt the issue, and try and second-guess them with meaningless questions, I asked but one: “Why the problem with self-love?” (BTW, I’ve always felt that the importance placed on loving our neighbors as ourselves was meant for our benefit — not our neighbors).

 

Quite a bit of dialogue followed, and the theme that emerged from their side of the fence was that our culture spends quite a bit of time loving itself, thank you. A bit more emphasis on the “other guy” was what we needed.

Under normal circumstances, I’d relish a bit of the ol’ “I’m right, you’re not,” over a cup of coffee and a cigarette, but I quit both smoking and debating to hear myself talk, twenty years ago.

 

 

Besides, lecturing on love to this couple was the equivalent of trying to impress Al Einstein with my grasp of sub-atomic particles.(This reminds me of the definition of chutzpah: a man walks into a bookstore and says: “I’d like a book on chutzpah and I’d like you to pay for it.”)

 

The outcome? A clear understanding that you can talk about honey, or actually reach in, grab a handful of the wax-filled golden nectar, all the while, watchin’ the bees dance.

HELL

10 Aug
August 10, 2013

JULY, 2009
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I am physically and emotionally exhausted as I write these words on a notepad, sitting on a hospital bed. Below me, a black rubber mattress amplifies the almost unbearable heat of this steamy July evening, as sweat pours off my face onto my glasses, and I must pause every minute or two to wipe the warm broth from an ancient pair of bifocals held together with scotch tape. I hope to complete my thoughts before the tape on my glasses unravels. It will be close.

 

As alcoholics and heroin, methamphetamine, and crack cocaine addicts pace the hallway just ten feet from where I’m sitting, the drape around my bed is drawn and I am acutely aware of any shadows or sounds that could indicate the presence of a nurse or aide nearby. If my notebook is discovered, I could face disciplinary action, or even tossed out of the program.

 

Under normal circumstances, quitting this program and going home would be my first choice right about now, but these are not normal circumstances. If I cannot complete this regimen, I am locked out of the assisted living facility where I have resided for the last six years.

 

This is the third night I will toss and turn in the sauna that is room 6419 in the Detox Unit of Saint Peter’s Addiction Recovery Center (SPARC) in Albany, New York — an experience this author believes exists solely in the bowels of hell.

 

Part One

 

Xanax and Valium belong to a family of drugs known as benzodiazepines. Initially created as a smooth muscle relaxants, they soon found great favor in the medical community as anxiolytics. (anti-anxiety) Both drugs are highly effective and have an impressive safety profile. In New York State they are classified as “Controlled Substances,” and require a special three-part prescription form.
In the summer of 2009, after taking Xanax for nearly 15 years to help combat Parkinson’s-related anxiety, my primary care physician suddenly refused to write anymore prescriptions for the drug. He also suggested that I admit myself into the addiction recovery center (SPARC), where – as director – he would personally see to it that I received “the best care possible.”
I made a compromise: I would admit myself through the ER to a medical surgical ward, but clearly stated I was not interested in the drug rehabilitation unit. And that’s exactly what I did. Two days later I was informed that I was being transferred to the drug rehab unit. I was also told that this offer was nonnegotiable: either I complete the drug rehab program or my assisted-living facility would not let me return home. Just like that.
Within hours I was admitted to the drug rehabilitation unit, strip-searched, and given a bed. Once  ”processed,” and contrary to everything they teach you about HIPAA, from that moment forward, your medical records will always carry a diagnostic entry that reflects your stay at the

Hotel California: “Relax said the night-man, we are programmed to receive; you can checkout any time you’d like, but you can never leave.”  

Upjohn, the manufacturer of the drug strongly suggests a titration schedule that slowly and gradually brings the patient safely off the drug. In my case, the titration schedule – according to Upjohn – would consist of a minimum withdrawal period of 21 days.

They gave me a mild sedative (Librium) for three days, then announced my withdrawal program was “officially over” and I was being discharged to a halfway house, where I would stay for the next 27 days. And oh, by the way, this too was nonnegotiable. If I failed to stay the full 27 days, the director of my assisted-living facility said bluntly I would not be welcomed back.

This time, I stood my ground. I refused to go to the halfway house. Instead, I called my former tennis partner, a well-respected attorney in Albany, and explained the situation.

He made one phone call to my assisted-living facility and within two hours of vehicle from the facility was dispatched to pick me up and bring me back to the facility.

Within an hour of returning to the facility, a med tech came to my room to deliver my scheduled medication. I remember the moment vividly because I was hallucinating.

The “three-day cure” had initiated my decent into hell.

Part Two

From that moment forward, things went from bad to ‘worst case scenario.’

I was actively hallucinating, terrified of leaving my room and was taken by ambulance on at least ten occasions to local area hospitals.
On one of my myriad trips to local Emergency Rooms – and without my knowledge – a physician wrote a prescription for a drug used to control Parkinson’s. Known side effects of the medication include:
confusion
difficulty remembering or concentrating
anxiety
hallucinations

 

During the next six months, I was admitted to seven different hospitals, each one more brutal than the last – all the time unaware that this medication-induced nightmare could have been reversed if I’d only had an advocate and a medication audit.

 

It should also be noted that it was during these terrifying months that I was formally ejected from my assisted living facility.

 

In the final analysis, it took a near-death experience, and the love and devotion of my sister and brother-in-law to save my life as I continued to spiral downward.

 

As a patient in the psychiatric ward of a hospital in Schenectady, New York, I was beaten unconscious in the shower by three aides, then watched from a remote vantage point as they rushed me to the Intensive Care Unit with two pulmonary embolisms. I remember the doctors saying it was a close call.

 

Shortly after that, my sister and brother-in-law, who lived in northeastern Pennsylvania, found an assisted living facility near their home, and personally packed up everything I owned and moved it to an assisted living facility, Sacred Heart Senior Living in Center Valley, Pennsylvania.

 To Be Continued . . .

 

 

 

 

 

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PRESS RELEASE

26 Jul
July 26, 2013

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FRONTLINE AND PROPUBLICA INVESTIGATE ASSISTED LIVING IN AMERICA

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Life and Death in Assisted Living

Tuesday, July 30, 2013, at 10 p.m. on PBS

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With America’s population of seniors growing faster and living longer than ever before, more and more families are turning to assisted living facilities to help their loved ones age in comfort and safety.

But are some in the loosely regulated, multibillion-dollar assisted living industry putting the lives of those loved ones at risk?

FRONTLINE and ProPublica explore that question in Life and Death in Assisted Living, a yearlong investigation premiering Tuesday, July 30, at 10 p.m. on PBS (check local listings).

From the Texas assisted living resident who froze to death on Christmas morning to the Hall of Fame football player who drank unsecured toxic dishwashing liquid and died 11 days later, this major investigation raises questions about fatal lapses in care and a quest for profits at one of America’s best known assisted living companies.

“One of our interview subjects told us, ‘Assisted living is the rock America doesn’t want to look under,’” says FRONTLINE correspondent and ProPublica reporter A.C. Thompson.

“It’s one of the most important and difficult decisions anyone can make: Who should we trust with the care of our aging parents?” Thompson says. “But again and again, the families we spoke with described struggling to find the facts they need to make informed choices about the care of their loved ones.”

As FRONTLINE and ProPublica report, the once-promising concept of assisted living took shape two decades ago, an earnest effort to create an alternative to nursing homes for America’s aging population.

Today, nearly 750,000 people live in assisted living facilities across the country. National for-profit chains, concerned both about caring for their residents and pleasing their shareholders, have come to dominate the industry. Standards for care and training—and even definitions for the term “assisted living”—vary from state to state. Assisted living facilities, unlike nursing homes, are not regulated by the federal government. Meanwhile, those winding up in assisted living, year after year, are sicker and more frail, and many of them are afflicted with dementia.

Case in point: Emeritus Senior Living, the country’s largest assisted living operator and one of its largest dementia care providers. As Life and Death in Assisted Living reports, Emeritus has the ability to house some 37,000 elderly Americans in more than 400 facilities across the country. Wall Street likes its cash flow. Its top executives have made millions. The company likes the country’s demographic trends—elderly Americans in poor health willing to spend tens of thousands of dollars for the chance at safety and care. Indeed, Emeritus holds itself out as the industry leader, one eager to expand further, even internationally.

But in some states, regulators have cited the company in the deaths of residents. Other officials have regularly found the company’s facilities to be understaffed and their employees to be inadequately trained. Some current and former executives say the push to fill facilities and maximize revenues has left staff overwhelmed and the care of residents endangered.

“There are, of course, skilled and dedicated individual caregivers working in the assisted living industry—professionals who are absolutely committed to providing our parents and grandparents with the best possible care,” Thompson says. “But Emeritus’ history— its explosive growth, its move to take in more and more residents with greater and greater health problems, its desire to reward investors—makes for a perfect study of what’s taking place in this rapidly expanding corner of the country’s health care business.”

On the same day that Life and Death in Assisted Living premieres on FRONTLINE, ProPublica will publish a text investigation about the assisted living business.

“This investigation,” Thompson says, “adds a new dimension to conversations about the best place for Mom and Dad.”

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The Clean Slate

12 Jul
July 12, 2013

chalkThomas Richard Delancey was born in Portland Oregon on a July morning in 1945, the only child of two physicians. Although his parents had always hoped he would attend medical school, Tom would travel a different road. Shortly after graduating with his Bachelor’s Degree in 1966, he was drafted into the Army as a Second Lieutenant, and three days before his 22nd birthday, boarded an Army transport for the 10,000 mile flight that would formally introduce him to jungles of Vietnam.

Eleven days later, on a rainy Saturday afternoon, Tom’s parents received word that he had been killed during a mortar attack on his base compound. His father, Richard, badly shaken by the death of his only child, took a leave of absence from his medical practice and for the next eight years rarely left his home, anesthetized within a cocoon of despair and alcohol. He divorced his wife in 1970.

In 1976 Richard was hospitalized with prostate cancer. The night before his surgery was scheduled he had a visit from the surgeon. David Cohen, a former colleague and one of his closest friends. “As you know, Richard,” David said, “the pathology report was good. Your biopsy revealed a small, encapsulated tumor with no evidence of metastasis. And normal circumstances both the surgery and recovery would be uneventful.”

Then David leaned over and looked into Richard’s eyes. “But these are not normal circumstances,” he said. “Personally, I don’t think you’ll make it off the table.”

Richard was stunned. “Why on earth would you say such a thing?” he shouted angrily. If this is your idea of humor, I think it is ill timed and in very poor taste. “What exactly do you call this macabre bedside manner?” he snarled.

David slowly stood up and said, “I call it the truth, Richard. You have squandered the last decade on self pity and anger, and in the process, turned your back on everything that gave your life meaning: your wife, your practice, and your Creator, to name only three,” In short, ” he continued. “you didn’t lose your will to live – you simply gave it away.” Then he carefully reviewed the entries in Tom’s medical chart and prepared to leave. “The good news,” he said, as he walked towards the door, “is that you have 14 hours to reclaim it.”

That night, Richard confronted his demons, but after a decade of self hatred and despair, he was unable to find the forgiveness and self compassion he needed to release them – as hard as he tried, he could not surrender the pain of his past. At 3:00 AM, a tired and beaten man, he closed his eyes and began to weep. It was during these lonely hours that he suddenly felt a hand on his shoulder. He looked up to find David standing over his bed.

“What time is it?” asked Richard. “4:14 AM,” David replied, “and yes, I realize how late it is, but I wanted to share something with you.” David then placed a small chalkboard, two pieces of colored chalk and an eraser on Richard’s bedside table.

“My father gave me this chalkboard when I was eight years old,” David said quietly. “Each night, after saying my bedtime prayers, my father would bring the chalkboard into my room. He would then ask me to write the most important things that happened to me that day on the slate.” “He told me it didn’t matter if the events were ‘good’ or ‘bad’ and then sat patiently while I wrote them down. Then he would hand me an eraser, and I would erase everything I had just written.”

“Now son, when you wake up in the morning,’ he would say, ‘you start the day with a clean slate. No past or future concerns, just the miracle of the next 24 hours.”

“But what should I do with it?” asked Richard. David said nothing. He just gave Richard a hug, quietly closed the door to his room, and headed to the nurse’s station to review his charts.

Later that morning, after successfully removing his tumor, David helped the post-op team bring Richard back to his room.. While the team was transferring the patient back into his bed, David noticed his chalkboard sitting on the night stand. But the two six inch pieces of chalk that he had left earlier that morning were now only small nubs, and the eraser was caked with chalk.

The chalkboard had proved to be the turning point in Richard’s life. Eight months later he fell in love and married one of the nurses who had cared for him in the hospital. He also returned to medicine. No, not to his gastroenterology practice, the specialty he had trained for. Instead he decided he would pursue psychiatry.

Today, Richard is a board-certified psychiatrist – a prominent therapist with one of the longest patient waiting lists in San Francisco. He and his wife are also the proud parents of a new daughter.

If you ask Richard why he is one of the most sought-after psychiatrists in the Bay Area, and what is so unique about his psychotherapeutic technique, you will discover that he is actually quite modest about his success.

There’s nothing very mysterious about what I do, ” he will tell you, “I simply start each session by handing my patient a chalkboard.”

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Martin Bayne

 

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